The 9 of Wands often shows up when you are feeling protective or like your faith is being tested, as though you have something which you must guard, and cannot yet take it easy for fear that someone or something may come along and destroy all that you have worked for. Perhaps you have been through a recent struggle or are in the midst of one, and must defend your position from those who would take what is yours.

Remember, however, that as much struggle as this card may indicate, 9s in the Tarot always represent the near completion of a cycle, as they come right before the final conclusion of the 10. Therefore, you are not done with your work yet, and you cannot rest just yet, but you will not need to maintain your position forever, and the day will indeed soon come when you can put down your weapons and lower your defenses and finally rest, pleased with all you have.

If you want to reach this place, then it is imperative that you do not give up. That is the only way to lose what you have worked so hard for.